It’s not been a good day. And it is only 10. Couldn’t sleep last night. (Bless Kevin, who put up with my whining and finally got me to go to sleep.) Woke up early (5:30) for swimming with Kelly. We drove all the way to the pool which was closed. Drove home, got ready, drove to work, had a meeting, cried. Am now miserably tired and crabby and have red eyes.
Forecast for the rest of the day is not looking to get much better either. My brother is moving to Seattle and tonight is his going away party. I know I will cry. I know my mom will cry. As my truth-telling friend Aletha said this weekend: “What is the big deal? It is not like he is dying!” Yes, I know. But he is quite possibly my best friend aside from Kevin and I am going to miss him. Horribly.
Am crying again so I am just going to stop this post right here.